Clarify and Recommit

First off, thanks for all the great comments yesterday!

Second, I feel the need to clarify a few things...

There are probably still things at Lane Bryant that I can fit into. I am sure I will still be buying my bras there for a while. The smallest shirts there are too big for me though so I know I need to move on.

Also, there were quite a few comments yesterday telling me that I was back. I felt that way too...

Then the rest of the day happened. :(

I don't know if the drama of the past week had my adrenaline pumping or what but I really thought I was starting to come over the hump.

No matter how many times I hear "take it one day at a time" I still can't seem to take it one day at a time. I get excited and hopeful. Then I get sad.

I needed to look back this morning and remind myself (again) why I am doing this...

I am keeping this blog to help me...

• Keep myself on track
• Keep myself honest
• Provide a healthy home with healthy habits for my girls
• Inspire the people I care about to get or stay healthy

I don't know that I have been inspiring lately. I am still looking for my Blog Mojo to return. The ideas just don't seem to come like they used to.

I will tell you one thing though - I am amazed at how many of you are getting your train on and committing yourself to health! To go from not doing a whole lot to being dedicated to a training guide, and being AS dedicated as you guys are, is just phenomenal!

ANYHOO -

I got my train on yesterday. There was some slight discomfort near the end, so I had to decrease my speed. It felt good to train though. Real good.

I also ate breakfast yesterday. I literally had to choke it down because my stomach just didn't want it. But I ate it.

Oh, it would be great to be back.

I'll get there...eventually.